There isn't a day that I think of Steve when the tears don't come. Growing up, Steve gave me many nicknames. He teased me. He pushed my buttons. But he watched out for me. He got me a kitten when I was not to have any more animals. He fostered me in college. He shared the worst "walk into a bar" jokes with me. He was a typical big brother in many ways but most importantly he was my big brother and I miss him terribly. He was also a loving partner to Cindy, a best friend to Sassy and a cherished son. Darkness on the edge Shadows where I stand I search for the time On a watch with no hands I want to see you clearly Come closer than this But all I remember Are the dreams in the mist.